As you can read from the title of this post, yes I am moving, again… But, I am moving back north. Back to where I know I need to go for another few years.
I have a gypsy nature, a nomadic soul. I have never felt like I was home, anywhere. I have tried, I have moved houses, suburbs, towns, states numerous times, but I still have not found my HOME.
People will tell you that “Home is where the Heart is”, well for some that may be true but for me it isn’t. My heart is my children, and I have moved with them and still not felt like I was home.
My last big move in 2012/2013 led me to a place that I found kinship, soul friends and a connection to spirit, it was however, a move that was required and not desired. Then I return to my ‘hometown’ and it felt like I had been sucked into a pit of quicksand. This too, however, was a move that was required and not desired.
Now that the requirement to remain here has passed, we are returning to my soul-friends out of desire. The children are the ones that propagated the move 6 months earlier than was planned. Although it may be a move back to kinship, soul-friends and connecting back to spirit, I know it is not my home.
Maybe I need to finally save and go on some overseas holidays to test the spirit and soul connections in other lands to see if something catches me. Until then I have resigned myself to the fact that north is my ‘home for now’ place, which for the next 4 years is good enough for me. One day I will find my home, it may not be until I move again, but I will find it.
Well my crazies, I still have a few weeks before I head north, so I have been slowly packing, de-cluttering (again), tying up loose ends and trying to find an actual house to live in up north. I know my posts have been slow but hopefully after the move my creative, mental, physical and emotional funk will ease and I can get back to sharing more with you.